May 2005: The Associated Press

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The Associated Press

May 31, 2005, Tuesday, BC cycle

For Texas couple, caring for Sudanese ‘heart kid’ life-changing

BYLINE: By BOBBY ROSS JR., Associated Press Writer

SECTION: Domestic News

LENGTH: 1246 words

DATELINE: LUBBOCK, Texas

It started with an e-mail cry for help. “Heart kid,” the subject line said.

Dr. Ellen Little, an American pediatrician working as a medical missionary in Kampala, Uganda, sent the message to all the doctors in her address book.

“Many of you have said to me over the years, ‘If there is anything I can do for you, just let me know,”‘ wrote Little. “Well, I’m not sure, but this may be your time.”

Little, 34, described how she and other missionaries had traveled to southern Sudan to distribute medicine and teach people about the Bible. While there, she had met Michael Matiop, a Dinka tribe member and Episcopalian who introduced the missionaries to government officials.

The father of six sons told Little about his only daughter, Salama, whom his wife had taken to another town to seek treatment. Little offered to examine the child if the couple could get her to Kampala.

Though the 200-mile trip required finding money to cross the Nile River in a motorboat and risking potentially deadly fire from rebel fighters in northern Uganda, Matiop made it four months later with Salama.

When Little put her hand on the spindly baby’s chest, she felt Salama’s heart heave.

The 1-year-old was panting, evidence of a congenital heart defect that causes blood to pump backward into the lungs.

“It was so clear that she was sick and it was going to take something so major for her to survive,” Little said. But a lifesaving operation was a doubtful option in Uganda, given the limits on trained doctors and proper medical equipment.

That’s when Little sent her e-mail.

“I wanted her to get some help,” Little said. “But I wouldn’t have been surprised if everything had come up dry.”

The e-mail made Cecil Fincher take notice.

A Lubbock anesthesiologist, Fincher had studied biology under Little’s father, Dr. John Little, at Abilene Christian University. Fincher had mentored Ellen Little when she was a medical student at Texas Tech. The two had traveled together on a mission to a Nigerian hospital.

He also thought of his own son’s experience – successful surgery to repair a heart blood vessel when he was just 3 months old.

Fincher set out to make the impossible happen.

He asked Covenant Health System CEO Charley Trimble and chief medical officer Dr. Robert J. Salem: Would Covenant consider donating their services?

Yes, they said.

Next, Fincher approached the elders at the Monterey Church of Christ to see if his church would provide travel expenses.

Yes, they said.

But not everyone understood Fincher’s desire to help. “Aren’t there a million babies out there like this?” he was asked.

Millions, he acknowledged, adding, “Do we curse the darkness or light a candle?”‘

Lighting the candle proved difficult.

First, Salama’s parents could not get Sudanese passports, because Michael Matiop was a captain in the Sudan People’s Liberation Army, a resistance force. Obtaining paperwork in neighboring Uganda was unlikely, too, with U.S. officials cautious about granting post-Sept. 11 travel documents.

Eventually, Little secured International Red Cross travel documents – for Salama only.

Someone would need to care for Salama during treatment in Texas.

“We need to do this, Diane,” Fincher told his wife.

She agreed, even though she wondered how they’d fit a sick baby into their already busy lives.

Before leaving for Texas, Salama had never digested anything but breast milk. On the plane with Little, Salama cried for hours and pulled on the missionary’s shirt when Little tried to feed her a bottle.

At the Finchers’, Salama quickly impressed her new caretakers as likable, intelligent – and demanding.

“As long as someone’s holding her or sitting and playing with her, she’s happy,” Diane said. “But she needs to be where the action is.”

A few days after Salama’s arrival, the Finchers got an e-mail from her father, who said “the opportunity that God has opened for Salama” answered the family’s prayers.

But doctors soon discovered that Salama’s heart problem was worse than first realized. She had only had one valve in the muscle-pumping chambers of the heart instead of two. Moreover, she had a hole between the two pumping chambers.

“It really did complicate the operation,” said Dr. James E. Harrell Jr., who closed the hole and rebuilt the one valve into two during a five-hour operation Nov. 9.

After the initial problem restarting Salama’s heart, doctors adjusted her medicines and brought her off bypass. But hurdles remained. The heart block that complicated her first surgery resulted in Harrell inserting a pacemaker, donated by Guidant Corp.

Then, around Thanksgiving, a new complication: When the repair of one valve came loose, because of lack of tissue, Salama required additional surgery. Again, the feisty child – who would throw toys into the ICU nurses’ station to get their attention – recovered steadily.

After weeks in the hospital, Salama returned home with the Finchers. She became comfortable with Cecil, Diane and their sons, Jonathan, 18, and Benjamin, 14.

“She’s really smart,” Cecil cooed as Salama played on the living room floor, an alphabet song blaring from a toy as she giggled.

“She’s really kind of athletic too,” Diane added.

A few days earlier, Salama’s father had e-mailed the Finchers with news that the Sudan People’s Liberation Army had signed a peace treaty with the government, which he described as “very much remarkable for we as Sudanese” after two decades of civil war.

By this time, the Finchers were making plans to take Salama home.

Wiping tears as she contemplated saying goodbye, Diane said, “I’ve always said that no matter if she lives or dies, God brought her here for a purpose.”

In mid-February, the Finchers packed up three suitcases for Salama, filling one with clothes, one with medicine and baby formula, and one with some of the many toys and stuffed animals she had accumulated.

Cecil and Diane arranged to pay for a temporary apartment in Kampala for Salama and her family, so Little could check on her until she was ready to return to Sudan.

Matiop, wearing a dress military uniform, struggled for words to thank the Finchers as he welcomed back Salama during a ceremony at a Kampala church.

“I wish I could do something for you,” Salama’s father kept saying.

Noticing a flag pin representing the new southern Sudan on Matiop’s lapel, Cecil said, “There is one thing: Can I have that little flag?”

Matiop immediately took the flag and pinned it on Cecil’s shirt.

Diane cried hard as she left Salama behind.

“Part of it is knowing I’m not going to be in control of what’s going on anymore, and hoping that she will grow and thrive and continue to do well,” Diane said.

Caring for Salama and returning her to her family, Diane said later, changed her. “It made me realize that babies are babies all over the world. Salama is no different from other children. You don’t feel like you’re on the other side of the planet when you’re there. They’re just people, trying to survive and provide for their family.”

Salama’s leaky left valve remains a potential problem, and she’ll need a new pacemaker in five years. But doctors say her prognosis is good.

The Finchers saw Salama one more time before returning home. She smiled at them. But she didn’t reach for them. Salama was back with her family, and that was fine with her.

On the Net:

Kampala Ministry: www.kampala-ministry.org

LOAD-DATE: June 7, 2005

GRAPHIC: AP Photos of May 31: NY334-338

March 2005: The Associated Press

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The Associated Press State & Local Wire

March 29, 2005, Tuesday, BC cycle

Keeping children safe is a fast-paced, high-stress job; This is the first in a two-day package on Child Protective Services investigators in San Antonio.

BYLINE: By BOBBY ROSS JR., Associated Press Writer

SECTION: State and Regional

LENGTH: 1744 words

DATELINE: SAN ANTONIO

A typical worker’s rough day: The copier broke down. The boss was in a bad mood. A client failed to pay an invoice on time.

Social worker Emily Winfield’s rough day: A woman gave birth to a heroin-addicted baby. Toddlers found playing outside – naked and unsupervised – spent another day away from their mother. And her telephone message light kept flashing, a sign of more children in need.

In the fast-paced, high-stress world of Child Protective Services, new reports of abuse and neglect pour in daily and every second of delay could leave a child in an unsafe – and potentially deadly – situation.

“My head hurts every day,” said Winfield, a 26-year-old recent college graduate hired as a CPS investigator in October. “I thought it was just me, but the other (investigators) said their heads were hurting too. I guess, I don’t know, maybe it’s stress.”

Gov. Rick Perry and top state lawmakers have made improving CPS a top priority this legislative session after a number of child abuse deaths in Texas. In some cases, state caseworkers had investigated whether the children were possible victims of neglect or abuse and decided the children were safe to remain with their parents.

A state review ordered by Perry found that CPS investigators – many juggling 70 or more cases a month – often took too long to visit suspected abuse victims and closed their cases too early. A 51 percent annual turnover rate among CPS investigators also hampers the agency, the review found.

Legislative proposals include hiring additional caseworkers, increasing investigators’ pay and using new technology to reduce workloads.

“I hope change comes about, because I think it’s going to be hard for the agency to keep people if change doesn’t come about,” said Audra Moy, a 29-year-old senior investigator.

Someday, Winfield hopes to go to law school.

For now, the criminal justice graduate said she works 50- to 60-hour weeks and makes less than $29,000 a year.

Her 1998 Toyota has 73,000 miles on it – and counting – as she drives all over San Antonio, trying to keep up with dozens of cases.

She belongs to Unit 86 – one of two new Department of Family and Protective Services initial assessment units formed in October to help deal with a backlog of cases in Bexar County, which includes San Antonio. In 2004, 77 Bexar County investigators were assigned 14,525 cases, state records show. That amounted to about 189 cases each, many taking days and weeks to complete.

Five of the six investigators assigned to Unit 86 – including Winfield – joined the agency within the last five months. The exception is Moy, a six-year veteran. All are women – not that unusual in an agency where most employees are female.

Deep down, caseworkers understand that what they do makes a difference, said Melissa Tijerina, Unit 86′s supervisor.

But that idealistic notion can become lost in the day-to-day flood of investigations, paperwork and second-guessing, Tijerina acknowledged. To help deal with the emotional toll, a secondary trauma specialist occasionally meets with the unit.

Moy, the mother of a 21-month-old son, said investigators must learn to put aside their personal feelings and “go from there.”

But she said, “There are days when I go home and I tell my husband, ‘I don’t want to do it anymore. I want to quit.’ … You just have to take a step back and try to realize why you’re here.”

Tijerina, who has 10 years of CPS experience, said she does her best to train and motivate her new proteges, as evidenced by a pink note in 25-year-old Laura Gutierrez’s cramped cubicle.

“Great work on the assigned cases,” the handwritten message declares. “It is obvious you care about keeping kids safe. Thanks!”

A 5-year-old boy afraid his abusive stepfather might kill him. A 6-month-old girl hospitalized with unexplained fractures from her neck to her feet. On a recent Thursday, these were just a few of the matters facing Unit 86.

The night before, Gutierrez had worked until 8 p.m. investigating a report that a 35-year-old man had put a pillow over his 5-year-old stepson’s head and then held the child under water. CPS does not identify reporting parties, but the lead could have come from a school official, a neighbor or even a relative.

Gutierrez learned that the man also had beaten up his 21-year-old wife – pregnant with her fourth child – and forced her to eat only one meal a day because he considered her “fat and ugly.”

“To have a 5-year-old tell you that he’s afraid to go home because his stepdad is going to kill him, you begin to worry,” said Gutierrez, who earned her degree in psychology.

When visiting homes, CPS caseworkers carry a badge but no weapons – although they occasionally bring police with them when they fear the situation might get out of control. (In early March, two CPS workers fled on foot after encountering shotgun fire at a house they visited near Alice. The mother of a 9-year-old boy was arrested.)

The boy’s stepfather was not home when Gutierrez showed up without a police escort. After talking with the boy and listening to the woman describe four years of domestic abuse, Gutierrez said she gave her a choice: “Either she was going to have to protect her children or I was going to take them away to protect them for her.” The woman agreed to leave the home and spend the night at a battered women’s shelter.

That night, Gutierrez couldn’t get the family out of her mind. She felt confident she had helped matters.

“The majority of time, you hear nothing but bad stuff,” she said the next day. “But trust me, there’s a lot of good stuff that happens. Like, you didn’t see what I did last night on the news.”

That morning, Tijerina sent Gutierrez to the shelter to talk with the woman again and to discourage her from returning home.

“I really want her to make contact today to make sure that this woman understands that, ‘We think you did a really good thing – we know this is scary – and we want to make sure where you are and check what your plans are going to be,’ ” Tijerina said.

Tijerina later joined Moy and five other CPS officials in a “pre-removal staffing” meeting to determine whether to take custody of a 6-month-old old girl with fractures all over her body, including her ribs, arms and right leg.

When it has time, CPS convenes such meetings so that everyone can compare notes before taking a child from a parent, Tijerina said.

The baby’s mother had brought her to a military hospital for vomiting and diarrhea, Moy explained. Just days before, doctors had treated the infant and her 2-year-old brother for pneumonia and respiratory syncytial virus, or RSV. At that time, they had done a chest X-ray. When doctors reviewed the X-ray again after the child was brought back to the hospital, they discovered that her ribs were fractured.

The same child was seen in the emergency room at 1 week old for bruising to the buttocks, which her 23-year-old mother blamed on the baby’s breach position before her birth. At two months old, the girl was taken to the hospital for a fever and doctors noticed a bruised eye, which the mom attributed to the older brother throwing a ball. CPS was not notified in either case.

After discovering the fractures, doctors were running tests for brittle bone disease, a birth disorder, and the results would take at least a week. But two physicians said they suspected abuse was the cause of the fractures.

“They both feel that the tests are going to come out normal because there are other factors that will show up on X-rays that they’re not seeing,” Moy said.

In interviews with CPS, neither the father, who is in the Air Force, nor the mother could offer any explanation for the fractures. The mother suggested that perhaps nurses had been too rough in handling her daughter.

Before putting a child in foster care, CPS tries to find a close relative with no criminal record to care for the child. In this case, background checks revealed a history of domestic abuse involving both sets of grandparents.

The paternal grandmother told Moy that her relationship with her current husband was hostile until about five years ago, when the couple started going to church. “She spoke a lot about her religion and how that’s really helped her,” Moy told the group in describing her interview with the woman.

After about 30 minutes of discussion, it was decided that CPS had no choice but to take custody of the infant and her brother and find a foster caregiver, at least temporarily.

“I think you’ve got a lot of risk factors, even if you don’t know what’s causing the injuries themselves,” said Robbie Callis, a CPS program director who is Tijerina’s supervisor. “Young parents. Questionable parenting skills. The types of injuries.”

Winfield spent the morning checking on children she had removed from their parents for neglect and placed in foster care. Before CPS took custody, she had taken pictures of the toddlers playing outside – at least one wearing no clothes – while their mother slept.

The latest case on her desk concerned a baby born addicted to heroin.

The mother claimed she had stopped using drugs in the fourth month of pregnancy, but the full-term infant weighed only 4 pounds at birth. After the hospital alerted CPS, Winfield removed the baby from the mother’s care and told her to check into a detox center. A judge later ordered the woman to pay $400 a month in child support while she worked to regain custody.

Most days, Winfield said, she feels good about the work she does. But she hesitated when asked if she would make it a year in the job.

“It’s stressful, especially when you come in and that light’s blinking and you’ve got 20 messages on there,” she said. “You’re trying to remember who’s who. Sometimes, I get confused on which case I’m working because there are so many.”

Gutierrez seemed more optimistic about her prospects for a long-term career with the agency. She said she tries to balance her job and personal life.

“Sometimes, I’ll be driving home and I’m like, ‘If I went on this exit, I can go visit this one person,’ ” Gutierrez said. “But I have to tell myself at 5 o’clock, ‘You can do it tomorrow.’ … I do OK because I make it that way. A lot of people don’t make it that way because you want to do nothing but go out and help.”

On the Web:

CPS report: www.hhs.state.tx.us/CPS-Review.shtml

The Associated Press State & Local Wire

April 3, 2005, Sunday, BC cycle

For veteran caseworker, protecting children ‘a calling’; This is the second in a two-day package on Child Protective Services investigators in San Antonio.

BYLINE: By BOBBY ROSS JR., Associated Press Writer

SECTION: State and Regional

LENGTH: 935 words

DATELINE: SAN ANTONIO

Most nights, Child Protective Services caseworker Sheila Dismuke-Williams heads home with a mountain of paperwork, getting a brief respite from her stressful job during the dinner hour.

Dismuke-Williams tapes “The Oprah Winfrey Show” and four soap operas every day, and watches them while eating.

“I get through all five of them in an hour,” she said. “So what does that tell you?”

It tells her husband, Anthony Williams, a probation-officer-turned-cigar-salesman, that his 46-year-old workaholic wife “can do a lot in a little bit of time.” As he put it, “I’ve never seen a woman work a VCR that well in my life.”

After six years with CPS – where the typical investigator juggles 70 or more child abuse and neglect cases a month – multi-tasking just becomes a way of life. But the job isn’t for everybody, Dismuke-Williams said.

Gov. Rick Perry ordered a review of CPS after several child abuse deaths last year, including in San Antonio. While the review found CPS investigators often took too long to visit suspected abuse victims and closed cases too early, it also concluded that high caseloads and relatively low pay prompted half of new CPS investigators to quit during their first year.

Somehow, Dismuke-Williams sticks with it. She makes $36,000 a year and works on a team that handles what her supervisor described as “the worst of the worst” cases in Bexar County.

“It’s not a 40-hour week job, especially if you really want to stay current,” she said. “You have to sleep at night, and you don’t want that on your mind that some child may be in need and you just didn’t have the time.”

Dismuke-Williams deals with everything from baby-killing boyfriends to crack addicted moms, so she said it sounds strange to people when she tells them she loves her job.

“People say, ‘What? You love child abuse and neglect? Get real.’ But that’s not what I mean. Somebody’s got to do it, and I feel like it’s a calling,” she said.

Dismuke-Williams decided to pursue that calling in 1995 after her layoff from a computer services company where she worked for 15 years.

She enrolled at Our Lady of the Lake University of San Antonio, earning bachelor’s and master’s degrees in social work. Then she was hired by CPS, where she jokes that she has stopped only briefly to catch her breath since.

“She probably works too hard sometimes,” said her supervisor, Raquel Garza, a 14-year CPS veteran. “You have to kind of force her to take some time off.”

A poster in Dismuke-Williams’ office makes light of the constant flood of cases: “Due to the current unending workload, the light at the end of the tunnel will be turned off until further notice.” Another sign warns: “All unattended children will be towed.”

Dismuke-Williams’ husband, whom she married four years ago, spent 10 years as a probation officer, so he understands her hectic schedule, if not her passion for the job.

Williams said he quit his state job when he decided he’d had enough.

“The victories were there, but they were few and far between as far as helping people,” said Williams, 39.

So after his future bride took her job with CPS, he was skeptical.

“Is this really something you want?” he said he asked. “It seems like you’re fighting a losing battle.”

“But I love what I do,” she assured him.

In Williams’ view, his wife thrives on the stress.

“She does well even when she thinks she’s not doing well,” he said. “She questions herself, but I always tell her, ‘You’re doing better than the average person, so keep plugging away.’ I think she has a fear of getting things wrong, which makes her excel.”

She admits the job takes a lot of overtime just to keep up, often unpaid overtime.

“It’s the only job I’ve ever known where people take leave to get caught up,” she said. “So, it’s kind of like the old double-dipping thing. You’re not going to get paid because you’re on leave. But you take leave just to get caught up on your work.”

And while it’s not always easy to deal with the stresses and rigors of the job, case workers do it by reminding themselves “you can’t do everything, you know. But we try to do as much as we can,” Dismuke-Williams said.

One of the most difficult tasks is removing children from their homes, she said. It’s traumatic for children, even though they may go to a much safer and healthier environment, because their home is “all they’ve got,” she said.

She once removed a group of 11 kids from a home. “I remember the day I removed them,” she said. “I was not just physically drained, but emotionally drained. Because I mean, to see their faces, it was devastating. But later on those children were able to share with me that it was the best thing that happened to them. They didn’t know it at the time. And today they’re doing very well.”

But proving neglect or abuse can be difficult, she said, so it’s discouraging to see borderline case after borderline case until there’s enough of a chronic pattern that the state can take action.

“You just have to pray that no child dies in that situation because you may not have enough (proof) to remove,” Dismuke-Williams said. “It’s very stressful because we go in, and even though we have an assessment with 77 questions, it’s just like you meeting me here today. I have to try to figure out, ‘Are these children going to be safe?’

“So, you’re making a quick assumption based on the information that you’ve received,” she said. “It’s scary because people lie, and some folks are so good at it that you can’t possibly tell.”

On the Web:

CPS report: www.hhs.state.tx.us/CPS-Review.shtml

The Associated Press

April 26, 2005, Tuesday, BC cycle

Keeping children safe is a fast-paced, high-stress job

BYLINE: By BOBBY ROSS JR., Associated Press Writer

SECTION: Domestic News

LENGTH: 1333 words

DATELINE: SAN ANTONIO

An alarming report lands on Laura Gutierrez’s desk at the end of the day: A 5-year-old boy is afraid his abusive stepfather might kill him.

In a nearby office, a separate complaint reaches Audra Moy: A 6-month-old girl is hospitalized with unexplained fractures from her neck to her feet.

In the fast-paced, high-stress world of Child Protective Services, new reports of abuse and neglect pour in daily and every second of delay could leave a child in an unsafe – and potentially deadly – situation.

Gutierrez, a caseworker with the Department of Family and Protective Services, scans the report on the boy and quickly realizes she won’t be going home at 5 p.m. This case needs immediate attention.

As an investigator with Unit 86, one of two initial assessment units formed in October to deal with a backlog of cases in Bexar County, which includes San Antonio, Gutierrez doesn’t always have the luxury of signing out after an eight-hour day.

In reviewing the report, she learns that a 35-year-old man allegedly put a pillow over his 5-year-old stepson’s head and held the child under water on different occasions. Child Protective Services does not identify reporting parties, but the lead could have come from a school official, a neighbor or even a relative.

The man has a violent temper: Gutierrez said allegations suggest he beat up his 21-year-old wife – pregnant with her fourth child – and forced her to eat only one meal a day because he considered her “fat and ugly.”

Gutierrez, a 25-year-old with a degree in psychology, decides to visit the family’s home.

“To have a 5-year-old tell you that he’s afraid to go home because his stepdad is going to kill him, you begin to worry,” Gutierrez said.

Last year, 77 Bexar County investigators were assigned 14,525 cases, Texas records show. That’s roughly 189 cases per person, many taking days and weeks to complete.

Five of the six investigators assigned to Unit 86 joined the agency within the last five months, with starting salaries of about $29,000 a year. The exception is 29-year-old Moy, a senior investigator with six years of experience. All are women – not that unusual in an agency where most employees are female.

A state review ordered by Gov. Rick Perry found that CPS investigators – many juggling 70 or more cases a month – often took too long to visit suspected abuse victims and closed their cases too early. A 51 percent annual turnover rate among investigators also hampers the agency, the review found.

Perry and state lawmakers are hoping to ease the burden. Legislative proposals include hiring additional caseworkers, increasing investigators’ pay and using new technology to reduce workloads.

“I hope change comes about, because I think it’s going to be hard for the agency to keep people if change doesn’t come about,” Moy said.

When visiting homes, CPS caseworkers carry a badge but no weapons – although they occasionally bring police along with them when they fear the situation might spiral out of control. (In early March, two CPS workers fled on foot after facing shotgun fire at a house they visited near Alice. A woman eventually was arrested.)

The 5-year-old boy’s stepfather was not at home when Gutierrez showed up without a police escort that night. After talking with the boy and listening to his mother describe four years of domestic abuse, Gutierrez gives her a choice: “Either she was going to have to protect her children or I was going to take them away to protect them for her,” she said.

The woman agrees to leave the home and spend the night at a battered women’s shelter.

At home that night, Gutierrez can’t get the family out of her mind. She feels confident she helped matters.

“The majority of time, you hear nothing but bad stuff,” she said. “But trust me, there’s a lot of good stuff that happens.”

The next morning, Gutierrez spends time at the shelter, talking with the woman and trying to discourage her from returning home.

Moy, herself the mother of a 21-month-old son, said investigators learn to put aside their personal feelings and “go from there.”

But she said, “There are days when I go home and I tell my husband, ‘I don’t want to do it anymore. I want to quit.’ … You just have to take a step back and try to realize why you’re here.”

Melissa Tijerina, Unit 86′s supervisor, later joins Moy and five other CPS investigators and supervisors in a “pre-removal staffing” meeting to determine whether to take custody of the 6-month-old old girl with fractures all over her body, including her ribs, arms and right leg. When time allows, CPS convenes such meetings so staff members can compare notes before taking a child from a parent, Tijerina said.

The baby’s mother had brought her to a military hospital for vomiting and diarrhea, Moy explains. Just days before, doctors had treated the infant and her 2-year-old brother for pneumonia and respiratory syncytial virus, or RSV. At that time, they had done a chest X-ray. When doctors reviewed the X-ray again after the child was brought back to the hospital, they discovered that her ribs were fractured.

The same child was seen in the emergency room at 1 week old for bruising to the buttocks, which her 23-year-old mother blamed on the baby’s breach position before her birth. At two months old, the girl was taken to the hospital for a fever and doctors noticed a bruised eye, which the mom attributed to the older brother throwing a ball. CPS was not notified in either case.

After discovering the fractures, doctors ran tests for brittle bone disease, a birth disorder. The results would take at least a week. But two physicians said they suspected abuse was the cause of the fractures.

“They both feel that the tests are going to come out normal because there are other factors that will show up on X-rays that they’re not seeing,” Moy said.

In interviews with CPS, neither the father, who is in the Air Force, nor the mother could offer any explanation for the fractures. The mother suggested that perhaps nurses had been too rough in handling her daughter.

Before putting a child in foster care, CPS tries to find a close relative with no criminal record to care for the child. In this case, background checks revealed a history of domestic abuse involving both sets of grandparents.

The paternal grandmother told Moy that her relationship with her current husband was hostile until about five years ago, when the couple started going to church. “She spoke a lot about her religion and how that’s really helped her,” Moy tells the group in describing her interview with the woman.

After about 30 minutes of discussion, it is decided that CPS has no choice but to take custody of the infant and her brother and find a foster caregiver, at least temporarily.

“I think you’ve got a lot of risk factors, even if you don’t know what’s causing the injuries themselves,” said Robbie Callis, a CPS program director who is Tijerina’s supervisor. “Young parents. Questionable parenting skills. The types of injuries.”

CPS investigator Emily Winfield said she feels good about her work. But she hesitates when asked if she will survive a year in the job.

“It’s stressful, especially when you come in and that light’s blinking and you’ve got 20 messages on there,” she said. “You’re trying to remember who’s who. Sometimes, I get confused on which case I’m working because there are so many.”

Gutierrez seems more optimistic about her prospects for a long-term career with the agency. She said she tries to balance her job and personal life.

“Sometimes, I’ll be driving home and I’m like, ‘If I went on this exit, I can go visit this one person,”‘ Gutierrez said. “But I have to tell myself at 5 o’clock, ‘You can do it tomorrow.’ … I do OK because I make it that way. A lot of people don’t make it that way because you want to do nothing but go out and help.”

On the Net:

CPS report: www.hhs.state.tx.us/CPS(underscore)Review.shtml

March 2005: The Associated Press

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The Associated Press

March 9, 2005, Wednesday, BC cycle

Former rodeo clown teaches aspiring ministers, Western style

BYLINE: By BOBBY ROSS JR., Associated Press Writer

SECTION: Domestic News

LENGTH: 803 words

DATELINE: MIDLAND, Texas

Across the street from a flea market, in the shadow of oil wells and tumbleweeds, Glenn Smith trains aspiring ministers in a building that looks more like a steakhouse than a seminary. But that’s OK – these are cowboy ministers.

“Preaching Jesus, Western style,” reads the sign out front.

“These boys and girls will come out of here full-fledged ministers, but they’ll be ministers that look like I do,” said Smith, 70, sporting a Resistol hat and ostrich-skin boots.

At the School of Western Ministries, pickup-driving pupils don colorful cowboy shirts, Wrangler jeans and belt buckles with messages such as “Jesus Christ: Champion of Champions.”

From Alabama to Australia, students come to West Texas to study how to teach the Bible in places where a barn might double as a sanctuary, and where horse tanks and farm ponds make do as baptisteries. They’re awarded certificates of completion at the end of their coursework.

Matt Reid, a 30-year-old saddle bronc rider from Cullman, Ala., said he came to learn from down-to-earth scholars who speak his language.

“These folks, they’re not very religious,” Reid said. “It’s more like, they believe a relationship with Jesus is the best thing. You don’t get all churchified.”

From Smith’s perspective, the “Western world” population is turned off by holier-than-thou preachers with deep voices and three-piece suits, and his ministry training has to suit that.

“If you want to catch a catfish, you use catfish bait,” he said. “Usually, you can’t catch a bass with catfish bait.”

The former professional bull rider and rodeo clown leads a cowboy worship service each Sunday night at the International Western World Outreach Center, the Midland-based ministry that he and his wife, Ann, oversee.

The people who attend would not fit in at a traditional church, he said. On Sunday morning, when churchfolk occupy pews, the crew that cowboy ministers are trying to attract are baling hay and tending cattle.

“So what we’re trying to train these kids to do is what I’ve done for 30 years, and that is to actually go out in the boondocks where no one cares,” he said. “And we have church services in barns, rodeo arenas, Holiday Inn ballrooms, out under shade trees in the summertime.”

Smith’s ministry even prints its own Bibles – a King James version with drawings of cowboys on the front and back. The idea is that a macho cowboy might be more apt to throw such a Bible on his pickup dash than an official-looking one with a black cover.

“Somebody said, ‘Well, aren’t you afraid that God doesn’t like that?”‘ Smith said. “I said, ‘Well, in 30 years, he hasn’t told me.’ I figured if it had teed him off, he would have at least let me know.”

The Smiths started their school last year with an inaugural class of 16. Twenty students enrolled for this year’s session, which started in January.

“It’s great for the young people,” said Tim Kelly, 44, who works with Rodeo Cowboy Ministries in Kingaroy, Australia. “When we started at home, there was nothing like this. So we just had to learn as we went.”

Each student pays $1,200 tuition for 17 weeks of instruction geared toward “those called to minister in any and every area of the ‘Western world’ – be it rodeo, farm and ranch, horse events of every kind, stock shows, and all associated activities and occupations,” according to the school’s Web site.

They learn from instructors such as Neil Cassata, a cowboy minister from Groesbeck, Texas, who offers commonsense advice such as, “Your opinion and 27 cents will get you a refill at Dairy Queen. Don’t give people your opinion. Give them the word of God.”

But in the same recent lesson, Cassata delved into the New Testament book of Revelation and issues of rapture and tribulation.

“A lot of people who don’t know the Lord will say, ‘Man, what’s going to happen at the end of the world?”‘ Cassata said. “So the students need to at least have a basic overview … so that they can tell people and give them a good biblical explanation.”

Pat Cramton, 48, decided to attend the school, even though it meant being apart from her husband and four daughters for about four months.

Cramton, whose family keeps 300 cows on a 5,000-acre ranch in Pretty Prairie, Kan., said she grew up in a traditional church where “you sing your hymn and you sit down; you sing your hymn and you sit down.”

But she believes people are looking for a different worship experience.

“I just really would like to open an outdoor ministry for churches to bring people out to the pastures and just worship God in a pasture,” Cramton said. “Sometimes, I think we get so busy in life, we don’t go out and see the beauty of creation and all that God made.”

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On the Net:

School of Western Ministries: http://www.rodeocowboyministries.org

March 2005: The Associated Press

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The Associated Press

March 8, 2005, Tuesday, BC cycle

For orphanage in India, Texas woman an answer to prayers

BYLINE: By BOBBY ROSS JR., AP Religion Writer

SECTION: Domestic News

LENGTH: 1228 words

DATELINE: WYLIE, Texas

One of the pictures strewn across Debbie Wooding’s dining room table shows six boys, all with bare feet.

The boy at the end, the one with the crooked legs? That’s Prasad. He’s in the fourth grade, Wooding says, gazing at him lovingly. Then there is another shot of a group of girls, their hair brushed neatly into pigtails, their pretty dresses borrowed.

“They are so beautiful,” Wooding gushes.

Most of the children in the photos – three dozen in all – lost everything, including mothers and fathers, in the earthquake and tsunami that devastated Asia. Wooding, 37, has never met 9-year-old Sarella, 10-year-old Dukkupati or any of the others.

But she can’t help but feel a personal connection. They are, after all, the newest residents of Debbie’s Children’s Home in India – the orphanage named after her, this ordinary Texas woman who lives thousands of miles away.

And that’s a story in itself.

Debbie’s affection for children had already made her a popular baby sitter by age 12.

The girl growing up in Dallas made between 50 cents and $1 an hour, and had plenty of work to keep her busy. So much so that she was able to send between $20 and $30 a month – she can’t remember exactly how much – to help sponsor Julia, a poor Bolivian girl about her age.

Years later, she is a mother of four, but she still cherishes a wallet-size photo of Julia.

“I felt called to orphans,” said Wooding. “The Bible says that the purest form of religion is to visit and care for orphans and widows.”

In 2001, Wooding worked with orphans during a mission trip to Ukraine. That same year, she and her husband, Gregg, welcomed a 12-year-old Russian orphan, Ruslan, into their home in Wylie, north of Dallas. They considered adopting him until Wooding realized she was pregnant with her fourth child; another family adopted Ruslan, instead.

Then last year, Wooding joined a mission team on a tour of children’s homes in India. Before the trip, she had communicated by e-mail with the Rev. George Papaf, who cared for about 25 children in the village of Ambajipeta in the East India state of Andhra Pradesh. The January 2004 tour did not include a visit to Papaf’s orphanage, but he drove two hours to meet her.

She was impressed by this small man. He seemed kind and honest; he told the Woodings how he had missed meals to feed the orphans in the home’s early days. Wooding admired his fervor for preaching Christianity, even if it meant he was sometimes beaten and stoned by Hindus.

She gave him $25 worth of Indian rupees and small toys for the children. She promised him she would do whatever she could to help his orphanage.

With the money that Wooding gave them, the Papafs bought school textbooks. In their view, the part-time American schoolteacher was a godsend.

“They said their years of prayers had been answered,” Wooding said.

After Wooding returned home, Papaf mailed her information on each child. She showed the children’s pictures to friends and asked them to support Papaf’s Christian Prayer House, which includes ministries for widows and lepers.

“I would send him whatever I could,” Wooding said – $20, sometimes $40 or $60.

When Kirk and Kendra Massey, her friends and neighbors, gave her a check for $800, she called Papaf and exclaimed, “You won’t believe it! Praise the Lord!”

By then, Papaf already had told Wooding he wanted to rename the orphanage after her.

“What a humbling honor, and what a wonderful opportunity to help,” she wrote in her journal.

Even as the number of boys and girls grew to 36, she mailed birthday presents – tablets, colored pencils, hair bows – to each one.

When she learned the children slept on wooden benches or the floor, she launched a blanket drive. People from her church, Reunion Church in Dallas, provided money for a new water well for the entire village, Christians and Hindus alike. And she helped raise money to buy school uniforms for each child; they were the only children without uniforms, and were being teased.

In September, Papaf invited Wooding to visit. But with a three-day-a-week job teaching English as a second language and with her responsibilities at home, the timing was not right.

So a friend, Nevehya LaTurno, volunteered to go on Wooding’s behalf. And after two connecting flights in India, a 12-hour train ride and a two-hour drive by car, LaTurno arrived at Debbie’s Children’s Home in a remote village lush with banana trees and rice fields.

She spent two weeks at the orphanage, a basic cement structure with two bedrooms, a small kitchen and a meeting area. Laundry hangs on the flat roof, where LaTurno was warned to watch out for falling coconuts on a windy day.

The orphanage staff includes the Papafs, a tutor, two cooks and two wardens. The home has a monthly budget of 45,360 rupees, or about $1,080, according to Papaf.

“When I got over there, I realized that they were so into honoring and respecting me, in a way that no person deserves other than Jesus Christ,” LaTurno said. “I really believe that he named it Debbie’s Children’s Home because he was so touched by her caring and he wanted to honor her the best way he possibly could.”

The toys and trinkets that Wooding sent for Christmas did not arrive on time.

By the time they did, the residents of Debbie’s Children’s Home – about 12 miles from the sea – had felt the earthquake. Although the orphanage itself escaped damage, the tsunami devastated nearby villages. Just as Wooding’s package arrived, the number of children doubled overnight.

“The disaster was terrible and there are no words to express its intensity,” Papaf wrote to Wooding. “Thousands of people washed away, hundreds of children became parentless, they have no home, nobody to look after them, they had to swim in the waters, no food and starved for three to four days.”

Wooding’s church wired $3,000 to Papaf to help with relief efforts.

At Brentfield Elementary School, where Wooding teaches, the Beta Club honor society decided to conduct a fund-raising drive to help tsunami victims. Twelve-year-old Marissa Shrell called her fellow officers and told them to bring shoe boxes and poster board to her house.

But who would they help?

Somebody suggested Debbie’s Children Home, and the club invited Wooding to make a presentation.

“She showed us actual pictures,” Marissa said. “It just made us think, ‘Oh, wow, we could be helping so many kids.”‘

Club members hoped to raise $600.

But after all the daily skits and classroom pitches, the dimes, quarters and crumpled-up dollar bills from children’s piggy banks and extra chores added up to $1,200.

With the influx of orphans since the tsunami, Papaf has rented a house temporarily to care for them all. His goal, he said, is to raise enough money – about $12,000 – to add another floor to the orphanage, buy beds and furniture, and build a gated wall to protect the children from those who might kidnap and exploit them.

For her part, Wooding longs to visit the home – her home – and kiss and hug the children. Perhaps this summer.

“I feel like I know them,” said Wooding. “With the new children coming, I wanted to be there so bad, just to welcome them in and make them feel at home.”

On the Net:

http://www.debbieschildrenshome.org

February 2005: The Associated Press

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February 23, 2005, Wednesday, BC cycle

San Antonio archbishop steps into role as leading Hispanic cleric in the United States

BYLINE: By BOBBY ROSS JR., Associated Press Writer

SECTION: Domestic News

LENGTH: 871 words

DATELINE: SAN ANTONIO

After driving for two days, Archbishop Jose H. Gomez arrived earlier this month at his new home – a second-floor apartment at Assumption Seminary where retiring Archbishop Patrick Flores lived during more than 25 years as spiritual leader of San Antonio’s Roman Catholics.

But if the 1,100-mile journey was arduous, it was nothing compared to replacing the first Mexican-American bishop.

“Flores is a legend. There’s no question about it,” said the Rev. David Garcia, rector of San Fernando Cathedral, a church that dates to the 1730s. “When the history is written about the Hispanics and Catholics in this country, Flores’ name will be at the very top. But that does not mean it’s an impossible role to fill for Gomez.”

With his formal installation earlier this month, the 53-year-old Gomez became the nation’s first Hispanic archbishop since Flores’ appointment in 1979. Flores reached the standard retirement age for bishops of 75 last summer and asked to step aside because of health problems. It took the Vatican several months to name his successor.

Besides Gomez, the nation has about 25 Hispanic bishops, but only nine head dioceses. The rest serve as auxiliary bishops: Gomez himself was auxiliary bishop of Denver. And before Flores was named a San Antonio auxiliary bishop in 1970, people even questioned whether a Hispanic could do the job, Garcia said.

“Flores opened doors and sometimes broke down doors to allow other Hispanics to move into positions of leadership,” Garcia said. “Very few people seriously question today whether Hispanics can occupy those high positions in business, education, government and the church.”

Flores left San Antonio in 1978 when he was appointed bishop in El Paso. He returned a year later as archbishop.

In Hispanic circles, Flores is “just a giant,” said Catholic scholar Timothy Matovina, director of the University of Notre Dame’s Cushwa Center for the Study of American Catholicism.

“His influence has gone far beyond even just his own diocese,” Matovina added, noting that Flores played a leading role in social causes important to Hispanic Catholics, from standing up for migrant farm workers to founding the National Hispanic Scholarship Fund.

But Flores’ tenure in San Antonio, with about 700,000 Catholics, was sometimes rocky.

His handling of clergy sexual abuse cases drew criticism from some victims’ relatives. Flores apologized for not doing more in the past to protect children against abuse from clerics, but critics said he did not show enough compassion.

Others accused him of a liberal theology that failed to strictly adhere to official liturgy and church doctrine. Gomez, on the other hand, is a member of the conservative Catholic organization Opus Dei, which Pope John Paul II admires. But Gomez said Flores has been faithful to the church and he expects no theological shifts in the archdiocese.

“It’s a great challenge for me because I cannot replace him,” Gomez said. “But I know his style of leadership, so I’ll try to follow his example in that sense, because he’s been so effective.”

Others said, though, that Gomez’s record of serving Hispanic Catholics can stand on its own.

“Archbishop Gomez was very, very involved at the national level even as a priest,” said Alejandro Aguilera-Titus, associate director of the U.S. Council of Catholic Bishops’ Secretariat for Hispanic Affairs.

Before becoming a bishop, Gomez served as president and executive director of the National Association of Hispanic Priests, where he worked to increase Hispanic representation in the priesthood. About 7 percent of the nation’s priests are Hispanic, compared with roughly 35 to 40 percent of parishioners, according to Aguilera-Titus.

Gomez helped establish the Seminary of Our Lady of Guadalupe in Mexico City in 2000. The seminary educates Hispanic seminarians who will serve in the United States.

While in Denver, Gomez led the development of the Centro San Juan Diego for Family and Pastoral Care, which Aguilera-Titus said has become a national model. The center mixes teaching of the Catholic faith with social services and citizenship classes.

“We’ve got hundreds of people coming every day,” Gomez said. “It’s becoming a center of Hispanic culture in Denver.”

A native of Monterrey, Mexico, Gomez worked at San Antonio’s Our Lady of Grace Catholic Church from 1987 to 1999. And his grandparents were married at San Fernando Cathedral.

His admirers include Al and Angela Notzon, longtime Our Lady of Grace parishioners who prayed that he would return to the city as archbishop. They praise not only his spirituality but his administrative and people skills.

“There’s a twinkle in his eye,” Al Notzon said. “You can share a joke with him and he doesn’t mind laughing at himself or others.”

Gomez showed that sense of humor as he recalled how he started attending daily Mass as a high school student in Monterrey. A sign of a future archbishop’s deep commitment to the church? Perhaps. But it was also a good way to get the car keys.

“The only way that my dad let me drive was to go to Mass,” Gomez said with a chuckle.

On the Net:

Archdiocese of San Antonio: http: 1/4 1/4www.archdiosa.org

January 2005: The Associated Press

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The Associated Press State & Local Wire

January 21, 2005, Friday, BC cycle

Funding a key issue in Texas’ child protection crisis

This is the first in an occasional series examining issues related to CPS.

BYLINE: By BOBBY ROSS JR., Associated Press Writer

SECTION: State and Regional

LENGTH: 1138 words

DATELINE: AUSTIN, Texas

The state’s Child Protective Services system is in crisis, and some say Texans’ insistence on keeping taxes low is costing lives – innocent young lives.

“I just don’t think children are a priority in Texas. I think roads are,” said Connie Hindman, a 60-year-old grandmother of 14, who retired last month as director of a children’s advocacy center in Lubbock.

A series of high-profile deaths – from 2-year-old Michael Russell, who died of malnutrition, to 5-year-old Daisy Perales, who suffered head trauma – have called attention to severe deficiencies in the state’s Department of Family and Protective Services.

In a 2 1/2-year period through last May, 509 Texas children died from abuse or neglect, according to state records. In more than a quarter of the cases, state caseworkers had investigated the children’s families and decided they were safe to live with their parents.

And the tragic numbers keep growing.

Michael died Sept. 19, a little over a week after a CPS caseworker went to the boy’s Dallas home to meet with his mother, Candace Russell. The caseworker “noted the child had very dry skin, that the head appeared enlarged,” signs of malnutrition, said Stephanie Goodman, Texas Health and Human Services Commission spokeswoman. Caseworkers had investigated child abuse claims against Russell seven times.

Daisy died Dec. 1, shortly after she was taken off life support. The San Antonio girl was hospitalized Nov. 23 for head trauma, bruises, a previously fractured rib, a lacerated spleen and malnutrition. CPS had investigated her family seven times since 1998.

“Reading a newspaper of late has been more like reading a horror novel,” Sen. Jane Nelson, R-Flower Mound, said last fall. “Only, the monsters are real.”

A report ordered by Gov. Rick Perry declared this month that the agency responsible for protecting Texas’ 6 million children “requires significant change in nearly all aspects of program operation.”

The Health and Human Services Commission’s inspector general, Brian Flood, reviewed 2,221 cases. In more than half of the cases where action was needed, Flood found caseworkers failed to maintain contact with the child, failed to review the case with their supervisor for appropriate direction, or failed to provide all the needed services to the child.

But Scott McCown, a former state district judge who heard 2,000 child abuse cases, argues against blaming caseworkers.

The typical Texas child abuse investigator juggles 70 or more cases a month, according to the report.

That’s one of – if not the – highest caseloads in the nation, Texas child advocacy groups claim. The starting salary for an entry-level investigator in Texas is $27,540. Roughly half quit within the first year.

The Child Welfare League of America recommends a caseload of 12 to 17, while acknowledging that a specific national standard is difficult because specific job descriptions and responsibilities vary greatly from agency to agency.

“Our Legislature gives us the government we ask for,” said McCown, executive director of the Center for Public Policy Priorities, an Austin-based group that studies issues affecting low-income Texans. “We’ve told them we want the absolute cheapest government in the country and we’ve got it. And as a consequence, kids are dying.”

The Republican-controlled state – which has no state income tax – boasts one of the five lowest combined state and local tax burdens in the nation, according to the Washington-based Tax Foundation, a conservative, nonpartisan organization.

But Nelson, who also is pushing for CPS reforms, said the problem is a broken system – not an inadequate tax structure.

“Yes, we need more caseworkers. Yes, we will make that investment to hire caseworkers,” she said. “But just hiring more caseworkers is not going to fix the problem. There is a systematic breakdown that has occurred, and that’s not just due to money.”

State Rep. Carlos Uresti, D-San Antonio, has proposed raising the state’s cigarette tax by $1 a pack to fund CPS reforms and other health and human services initiatives.

Uresti said he believes most Texans would support higher taxes if they understood the needs.

“The problem is, for the past decade or last 15 years, politicians have not wanted to raise taxes,” he said.

Texas ranked 47th in spending on child protection – at $134 per child, or $170 less than the national average – in a 2002 survey by the Urban Institute, a social policy research organization.

“You can’t spend what we spend and have a system that will protect children,” said Susan Craven, executive director of Texans Care for Children, an advocacy group with a goal of bringing up Texas’ overall ranking on indicators of child well-being to 25th or higher.

For now, Texas ranks near the bottom on most of those indicators, from poverty and teen pregnancy to child vaccinations and high school graduation rates.

Along with child protection, legislators will struggle this session with fixing a beleaguered school finance system and restoring cuts made two years ago to the state health insurance program for poor children.

“We see all this as connected,” Craven said. “You can’t educate a child that comes to school with rotting teeth and a hurting mouth. You can’t educate a child who has asthma and hasn’t been able to get medical care.

“And you can’t educate a child who has been neglected and abused; they don’t come to school ready to learn.”

The governor has proposed infusing $329 million in new money into CPS to add nearly 2,000 caseworkers and support staff, strengthen management and oversight, and buy technology to help investigators in the field. The state’s $253 million share would come from general revenue. Federal funds would cover the rest.

State lawmakers opened their biennial session this month with a $400 million surplus, but they face myriad financial concerns.

“The governor believes certainly that we need to put more resources in CPS and he has proposed it,” said Robert Black, a Perry spokesman. “But equally important, you have to rebuild the entire structure of the agency.”

In the meantime, caseworkers run on a treadmill that never stops – and lose sleep over children who might be in danger, said Tom Molnar, a state human services specialist based in Kerrville.

“It’s not a bunch of lazy workers sitting around the office drinking coffee or somebody not caring,” Molnar said. “It’s just the fact that they’re overwhelmed, incredibly overwhelmed, and it’s become an impossible job to do.”

On the Web:

CPS report: www.hhs.state.tx.us/CPS-Review.shtml

Center for Public Policy Priorities: www.cppp.org

Texans Care for Children: www.texanscareforchildren.org

Bobby Ross Jr. can be reached at bross(at)ap.org.

January 2005: The Associated Press

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The Associated Press

January 19, 2005, Wednesday, BC cycle

Global conference aims to help pastors’ wives deal with stress, expectations

BYLINE: By BOBBY ROSS JR., Associated Press Writer

SECTION: Domestic News

LENGTH: 937 words

DATELINE: DALLAS

The list of names reads like a who’s who in evangelical Christianity: Osteen, Jakes, LaHaye.

But the focus of a ministry conference in Florida next week isn’t megachurch pastor Joel Osteen, or televangelist and filmmaker Bishop T.D. Jakes, or best-selling author Tim LaHaye of “Left Behind” fame.

Rather, it’s their wives: Victoria Osteen, Serita Jakes and Beverly LaHaye. They’re each planning to address more than 2,000 women, from all 50 states and more than 20 nations, at the Free to Soar pastors’ wives conference in West Palm Beach, Fla. Thousands more are expected to watch parts of the meeting at 80 satellite locations across the nation.

Organizers bill the conference, set to begin next Tuesday, as the first-ever global event to help pastors’ wives deal with a full-time job – typically unofficial and unpaid – that is often fraught with unrealistic expectations, constant demands and even loneliness.

“Most pastors’ wives just don’t feel qualified. That’s really a sad situation,” said Lois Evans of Dallas, president of the Global Pastors’ Wives Network. “And the guilt that they feel can be immense, simply because they are expected to have it all together.”

She’s organizing the conference along with network founder Vonette Bright, who started the international ministry Campus Crusade for Christ with her late husband, Bill Bright. Bright also founded the Global Pastors Network and the wives’ network is an affiliate of that group.

Victoria Osteen, whose husband preaches to more than 25,000 worshippers each weekend at Lakewood Church in Houston, is a familiar face on the church’s nationally televised services. For the mother of two, being a pastor’s wife means never buying groceries without someone watching what you’re putting in your cart – or what you’re wearing.

“I do try to sneak out in my ball cap and a jogging suit on a Saturday,” she said, chuckling. “It seems like I always get caught.”

Osteen said her message to pastors’ wives will be: “You can’t do everything and you can’t be everything to everyone, so prioritize your life. … The first thing on my agenda is my relationship with God, then my relationship with my family, and then, of course, the congregation.”

Evans – wife of Tony Evans, senior pastor of the 7,000-member Oak Cliff Bible Fellowship in Dallas – said training and mentoring have long been available to pastors, but are just now being offered to their wives.

Seminaries have held leadership training courses and retreats for women. Pastors’ wives have started newsletters and Web sites to share the challenges and rewards of life “in the fish bowl,” as the home page of www.pastorswives.org refers to it.

But the Florida conference marks the first broad-based effort crossing racial, cultural and denominational lines to reach out to pastors’ wives, said Ted Haggard, president of the National Association of Evangelicals, which represents more than 50 denominations with 43,000 congregations.

“There’s no one personality that everybody’s gathering to hear,” said Haggard, pastor of the 11,000-member New Life Church in Colorado Springs, Colo. “There are Baptists and Pentecostals, Americans and people from other nations. I think it’s going to be incredibly powerful.”

His wife, Gayle Haggard, has a new book, “A Life Embraced: A Hopeful Guide for the Pastor’s Wife.” In it, she maintains that ministry life shouldn’t be about enduring challenges but about embracing joy. “It’s really a wonderful role and not a pitiable, sad role,” she said.

But often pastors’ wives are thrust into the role without proper training, Lois Evans said. She recalled her own experience 29 years ago, when suddenly she was expected to be a gifted teacher, a perfect mother and a spiritual leader with all the answers.

She was unprepared for it.

“I played the piano, so I was safe with that,” Evans said. “But I did not fit into a whole lot of other roles. But my husband made a startling statement to me one day. He said, ‘Lois, I want you to be yourself.’ I think that’s exactly what the Lord wants you to do as well.”

Roughly 5 percent of senior pastors in American Protestant churches are women – so there are pastors’ husbands as well – but organizers consciously decided not to make the conference about pastors’ spouses.

James Davis, president of the Global Pastors Network, said the reason wasn’t that the network includes bodies such as the Southern Baptists, who believe the Bible prohibits ordaining women as pastors. Organizers simply felt that pastors’ wives have different needs than pastors’ husbands, he said.

“It’s not that we’re trying to neglect the husband whose wife is a pastor or a minister,” Davis said. “But we had to make some fundamental decisions about this conference and what it would be about.”

Stephanie Wolfe, whose husband, Jack, is senior pastor of the 700-member Calvary Christian Fellowship in Duluth, Ga., said she sees the conference as an opportunity to network.

Wolfe, who founded a ministry for pastors’ wives called Mates in Ministry, said she can’t always confide with people in her congregation. Sometimes, they’re the reason she needs to vent.

“Like I always used to say, I had two children that were biologically raised by me, and I have now about 700 that I’m responsible for and that I shepherd and I mentor,” Wolfe said. “I don’t think people realize the weight of ministry. I love those people, so when their husband dies or their kids are in jail or they are sick physically, I carry that.”

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On the Net:

Free to Soar pastors’ wives conference: http://www.freetosoar.org

December 2004: The Associated Press

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The Associated Press State & Local Wire

December 15, 2004, Wednesday, BC cycle

Fans mourn slain guitarist at memorial service

BYLINE: By BOBBY ROSS JR., Associated Press Writer

SECTION: State and Regional

LENGTH: 677 words

DATELINE: ARLINGTON, Texas

The smoke was thick, the music loud. The rum and the bourbon flowed, and so did the tears.

Guitar-shaped funeral wreaths lined the stage as thousands of grieving fans, many wearing concert T-shirts, gathered Tuesday night to remember slain rock star “Dimebag” Darrell Abbott.

“This guy was full of life. He lived and breathed rock ‘n’ roll,” guitarist Eddie Van Halen said in a profanity-laced tribute to his heavy metal friend.

The 38-year-old Abbott – best known as the former guitarist for Pantera – was shot to death last week in Columbus, Ohio, while performing with his new band, Damageplan. Three others also were killed before police fatally shot 25-year-old gunman Nathan Gale.

The public memorial service followed a private funeral Tuesday that Abbott’s friend Jerry Cantrell, a singer in the 1990s rock band Alice in Chains, described as “beautiful.”

“Today’s really been the start of the healing process,” said Cantrell, who performed at the funeral and again at the public service.

Pictures of a grinning Abbott, his long hair hanging past his shoulders, covered three big screens. Strobe lights pierced through the darkness as speaker after speaker stepped to the stage, remembering how Abbott made playing the guitar look easy and how – as one friend put it – “he always looked at the glass as half full, figuratively and literally.”

Van Halen shared the stage with guitarist Zakk Wylde, the two downing shots of liquor as they talked about their rock comrade.

“A whole part of my life is gone,” said a red-eyed Wylde, telling the crowd he hadn’t eaten in four days, instead relying on a “liquid diet.”

Van Halen stuck his cell phone to the microphone and played a voice mail message that Abbott left for him after a concert where both performed.

An adjective that would not be allowed on network television figured heavily in the message, as Abbott described how much he had enjoyed the concert and getting “wasted” afterward.

“I just wanted to give you a … call to tell you thank you so … much, man, for the most awesome, uplifting, euphoric, spiritual rock ‘n roll extravaganza ever,” Abbott told Van Halen.

The crowd saved its loudest applause for Abbott’s brother, drummer Vinnie Paul Abbott, who patted a life-sized cardboard cutout of his brother holding a guitar and encouraged fans as they chanted “Dimebag! Dimebag! Dimebag!”

Abbott, who attended Arlington High School and lived in nearby Dalworthington Gardens, had formed Damageplan with his brother after they left Pantera.

Vinnie Paul said his brother gave everything he had every night and “went down” doing what he loved.

Fans said they were heartbroken over Abbott’s death.

Michael Schaefer, 21, of Garland, and his wife both wore black Pantera concert shirts. “It’s still a real shock, the fact that it actually happened and the fact that someone would want to hurt him,” Michael Schaefer said.

Fans began lining up late Tuesday afternoon to get into the memorial at the Arlington Convention Center. Guards screened fans with security wands as they came to pay tribute to Abbott.

Rick Cunningham, 48, a former lead singer for the Dallas band “Rage,” was among those who waited in near-freezing temperatures for the service – and one of a few who wore a suit and tie. He said he’d known Abbott for 20 years.

“It’s terrible, man. He was the nicest fellow you would ever want to meet,” he said.

Messages such as “RIP Dime” and “Honk for Dimebag, Peace in the After Life” were scrawled on cars in the convention center parking lot.

Before the memorial, a high-pitched guitar solo by Abbott blared from 19-year-old Jennifer White’s pickup. White, a ring in her nose and a “Pantera” button on her shirt, said Abbott was a legend.

“He’s just as big as Jimi Hendrix but in a different way,” she said.

Her friend Skyler Smith, 18, added: “A legend died on Wednesday night. I guarantee I’ll be telling my kids about this day and the day that he died. … My heart was broken.”

On the Net:

Damageplan: www.damageplan.com

November 2004: The Associated Press

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The Associated Press

November 24, 2004, Wednesday, BC cycle

Man nicknamed ‘SoupMan’ offers food and hope to the homeless in Dallas

BYLINE: By BOBBY ROSS JR., Associated Press Writer

SECTION: Domestic News

LENGTH: 717 words

DATELINE: DALLAS

The theme from “Rocky” blares from a rickety white van that David Timothy calls his “SoupMobile.”

The music alerts hundreds of the homeless that it’s time to eat, and in a more subtle way, tells them that they – like Sylvester Stallone’s boxer character, Rocky Balboa – can overcome challenges.

“Rocky started with nothing and he rose to the top as world champion,” Timothy said as the hungry men, women and children emerged from their cardboard boxes under Interstate 45. “And these people here don’t have much. I just wanted to give them a little hope that they can rise to the top.”

On Thanksgiving Day, as he does every weekday, the 56-year-old Timothy will nourish those in need. Each will get a bowl of soup and a healthy portion of hope. But for the holiday meal, he’ll also serve up something special: turkey sandwiches bought in memory of his wife, Peggy, who died a month ago after a long battle with multiple sclerosis.

“She was always a cheerleader for the SoupMobile,” said Timothy, whose red “S” on his shirt gives his nickname as “SoupMan.” “She had a real heart for helping people and I feel she is with me every time I turn the key to start the SoupMobile.”

To the hundreds he assists, Timothy is more like Superman than Soupman.

“He does things for us that other people would not do, like bring us food, clothes, water, juice, cakes, dog food, blankets,” said Dorothy Thompson, 36.

Timothy, a Detroit native who spent more than 30 years in the insurance business, moved to Dallas three years ago to seek treatment for his wife.

He said he had contemplated opening a soup kitchen for a long time, partly because he knew what it was like to grow up poor and hungry, even though he’s never been homeless.

But when he realized nobody in Dallas wanted a soup kitchen in his back yard, Timothy and a friend came up with the idea of a mobile ministry, he said. In summer 2003, he bought his SoupMobile – a 1985 van with 265,000 miles on it – and started “taking the food to the homeless.”

SoupMan, a nondenominational Christian, forces no one to listen to a sermon but is quick to offer a prayer for anyone who asks.

“He don’t have to come out here, but he come out here because he got God in him,” said Milton Ivy, 49, who said he spent six years in the Army and has been homeless since his release from prison in July. “He’s a good spiritual man.”

Timothy provides more than 3,000 meals a month with the help of volunteers, donations from a few restaurants and grocery stores, and a willingness to work 60 to 70 hours a week.

Timothy supports himself with home-based insurance work at night and on weekends. Two or three nights a week he joins volunteers in manning a concession stand at Dallas Mavericks games to raise funds for the ministry.

Along with his work with the SoupMobile, Timothy serves as treasurer of the Feed My Sheep Coalition, a group of churches and ministries that aim to supply more than a meal and a blanket to street people.

Pastor Janet Cobb, the coalition’s executive director, said Timothy not only feeds the hungry but also finds toys for homeless children on their birthdays. For most of them, it’s the only gift they receive.

“If you don’t know where you’re going to sleep that night or eat that night, a birthday present is the last thing you expect,” Cobb said.

SoupMan greets each person with a smile and a “Buenos tardes, amigo!” or a “How you doing, man?”

When he spots a friend named “Elvis” in the serving line, he cranks up “Hound Dog” on the van’s loud speaker. Seconds later, he hugs a disheveled-looking woman whose face is swollen from having a tooth pulled.

“We want them to feel like somebody does care about them,” Timothy said, “because most people that see them, if they’re wandering the city, just totally ignore them. … Once you get to know them, you find out they’re regular human beings.”

The only day Timothy missed ladling up soup was when his wife died – as she slept in the early hours of Oct. 25, her 48th birthday. He went back to delivering meals the next day.

“It kind of helped me keep my sanity,” Timothy said of the SoupMobile. “I was able to keep really, really busy, which turned out to be a good thing.”

On the Net:

SoupMobile Inc.: http://www.soupmobile.org

November 2004: The Associated Press

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November 2, 2004, Tuesday, BC cycle

Bush caps day of campaigning with Dallas rally

BYLINE: By BOBBY ROSS JR., Associated Press Writer

SECTION: Political News

LENGTH: 423 words

DATELINE: DALLAS

As Monday faded into Election Day, the bitter divide over the presidential race was evident outside President Bush’s late-night rally at Southern Methodist University.

Deep in the heart of Bush Country, several dozen demonstrators supportive of Democratic nominee John Kerry carried signs such as “George W. Bin Laden” and “Bible Toting Liar.”

The demonstrators taunted Bush supporters leaving Monday night’s rally with chants of “One More Day!”

“We want to welcome Bush home and tell him to make himself comfortable because we’re sending John Kerry to Washington,” said Dallas resident Heidi Wanken, mother of a 2-year-old girl and founder of the organization Moms for Kerry.

Bush fans sporting red, white and blue “W’s” and an assortment of “Bush-Cheney” signs had a different message for the president: “Four More Years!”

Police standing in the street kept the two sides from exchanging more than words.

Inside SMU’s Moody Coliseum, the music was loud – with a surprise performance by country star Toby Keith of his pro-military anthem “American Soldier” – and the crowd’s allegiance was unmistakable.

“I’ve got a pretty good feeling that Texas is going to be a red state,” Bush told the 8,500 supporters who packed the rally, as he capped as a six-state, 19-hour day of campaigning with an 11 p.m. speech.

“You’re going to start a trend,” the president joked.

With Bush expected to win his adopted home state handily, Gov. Rick Perry offered advice on how Texan Republicans could help affect the outcome elsewhere.

“If a casual acquaintance or a long-lost cousin lives in one of the battleground states, I want you to call them,” Perry told the crowd. “If you can shout that loud, I want you to get them to the polls.”

The president’s late-night rally at SMU – where his wife attended college and Vice President Dick Cheney served as a trustee – came at the same place as his final election stop in 2002, when Bush campaigned to elect Perry and U.S. Sen. John Cornyn.

This time, the stakes were much higher for Bush, engaged in a fierce fight for a second term. He wrapped up his campaign in Texas after voting in Crawford, Texas. Polling places opened at 7 a.m. CST.

“This election is in the hands of the people, and I feel very comfortable about that,” Bush said after he and first lady Laura Bush and twin daughters Barbara and Jenna cast ballots about 7:45 a.m. “Now’s the time for the people to express their will.”

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http://www.georgewbush.com

http://www.momsforkerry.org

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November 1, 2004, Monday, BC cycle

 

Bush caps final day of campaigning with Dallas rally

BYLINE: By BOBBY ROSS JR., Associated Press Writer

SECTION: Political News

LENGTH: 562 words

DATELINE: DALLAS

President Bush was capping a six-state, 19-hour final day of campaigning Monday with a rally in his home state of Texas, where a crowd waving U.S. flags and “Bush-Cheney” signs packed Southern Methodist University’s Moody Coliseum.

The president’s late-night rally at SMU – where his wife attended college and Vice President Dick Cheney served as a trustee – came at the same place as his final election stop in 2002, when Bush campaigned to elect U.S. Sen. John Cornyn and Gov. Rick Perry.

This time, the stakes were much higher for Bush, engaged in a fierce fight for a second term.

“Isn’t it exciting to spend the last night of the campaign with President Bush and his wife?” actor Chuck Norris, the rally’s master of ceremonies, asked before leading the screaming crowd in chants of “Four More Years!”

Outside the arena, several dozen demonstrators lined busy streets and carried signs supporting Democratic nominee John Kerry, including “HonK for Kerry” and “Weapons of Mass Distraction.”

“We want to welcome Bush home and tell him to make himself comfortable because we’re sending John Kerry to Washington,” said Dallas resident Heidi Wanken, mother of a 2-year-old girl and founder of the organization Moms for Kerry.

Monday’s rally came amid a mixture of excitement and anxiety on both sides, with numerous polls showing the race too close to call just hours before Election Day.

“It’s going to be tight, but we believe Bush is going to pull it out,” said Laura Emmons, 37, of Argyle.

Her sons, Slader, 9, and Cooper, 7, played hand-held electronic games as they awaited the president’s speech. The family arrived more than four hours before the rally, joining thousands of Bush supporters who waited in long lines to pass through security checkpoints.

“We wanted to show them the importance of electing a president that stands for family values and freedom,” Emmons said.

SMU students Joey Vanwingerden, 19, from Culpepper, Va., and Jessica Janosko, 20, from Dallas, wore T-shirts with the joking message “Bush for Succession.”

Both said they would be extremely upset if Kerry were elected.

“All the stuff I’ve read and heard about Kerry, I just can’t trust him,” Janosko said.

Bush was stopping in Dallas before going to his ranch in Crawford, where he planned to spend the night and wake up to vote at a firehouse.

If there was any doubt that Bush was stepping into friendly territory after weeks of campaigning in battleground states, consider SMU’s ZIP code: 75205.

Nationally, Bush supporters in only one other ZIP code nationally – 10021 on the upper east side of Manhattan, New York – have given more to the president’s re-election campaign, according to the nonpartisan Center for Responsive Politics.

Republican Party leaders distributed more than 10,000 free tickets to the rally and answered calls all day from partisans who did not get tickets before they ran out, said Ray Washburne, Dallas County chairman for the Bush-Cheney campaign.

“When Bush ran for governor in 1994, he was living in Dallas and this is where he really got his business start and his political start,” Washburne said of the president, who also attended Highland Park United Methodist Church, near the SMU campus. “He’s kind of coming back where he began.”

On the Net:

http://www.georgewbush.com

http://www.momsforkerry.org

LOAD-DATE: November 2, 2004